The visual was crystal clear & I felt the fear. Walking gingerly, I left the deck to work on my chores at the wheelbarrow. Happily transplanting my lovely mugwort & lemon balm babies, I completely forgot about the fall.
As I lifted the transplant trays off of the wheelbarrow, I took a step back to the deck (not realizing that I was standing inside the handles of the wheelbarrow) & promptly tripped! Baby herbs went flying through the air, as I went flying over the handles & crashing into the barbeque grill.
Quietly, I stayed on the ground for a few moments (pre-crones don't bounce, we splat) surveying my body for serious injury & contemplating the past few moments.
- I thought about the fall (remembered it)
- I visualized it happening clearly
- I developed a visceral feeling in association to the fall (the physical impact & fear from the previous fall)
- I released the image to the Universe
- I fell
Seriously, magick works people...just not in the way we always want it to. What I needed & forgot in this situation was to cancel my visualization & thought "Delete! Cancel! Erase!" after I sent it out into the Universe.
Lesson learned (I think).
Now, if only I can as clearly manifest the house cleaning.
Wild & Bright Blessings,
~*Rhi*~
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